cute hospital boys

So I Facebook stalked one of the patients I roomed today.
Is that bad? Like too creepy?
Because I mean, I remembered his name. And he was just so gorgeous that I just couldn't not look him up. If you had seen him, you'd understand. He was a total god. But is that a good reason for crossing the line? And is it even crossing a line? Its relatively normal to Facebook stalk someone you know, but is it normal to stalk the guy that you roomed in the hospital? I don't know.
Probably not. But you know, I could have been creepier. Like friend requested him or something. But he doesn't know who I am.
And on the off chance that he does remember me, why would he accept it? I mean, I was wearing giant boxy scrubs with my hair up in a pony tail and I'm wearing my ugly glasses (contacts have been irritating my eye), so how do I look cute? Seriously. How am I supposed to look even relatively attractive when I look like a blue block with a really small head? Yeesh. 
Okay, this is definitely going too far. Dedicating an entire post to the guy I "met" for like 5 minutes, I'm pathetic. Or just hormonal. Is guy craziness caused by hormones? I think it is, right? (I'm such a smart intern, haha)
But seriously, so many cute boys at the hospital. And a few doctors. Maybe its because I'm finally being exposed to guys outside of my high school. And guys at my high school are soooo not cute. Thank god I only have year left. And considering that the hospital is five minutes away from my high school, I am sure that the world is filled with many many more cute people. Maybe their names won't be Eric Cornbread (not his actual name btw), but if they are cute, I'm sure they will do.

(This is such a weird post. I started off with the cute hospital boy and how I'm a creeper and somehow I end up with a "missed opportunity, but that is okay" kind of message. What the fuck. I'm a freak. I don't even know. Whatever.)